Following the final episode of the Big Brother Naija Season 6 reunion, one of the ex-housemates Queen Mercy Atang has penned an emotional note to herself.
Glamsquad Magazine recalls that some of the ex-housemates such as Tega and Liquorose penned notes to themselves as they thanked the organisers of the Big Brother Naija show.
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Queen on her path appreciated the organisers of the show for giving her a platform and opportunity to be on the show.
She recounted how she spent the days in the house crying, praying, working out, looking out the window and wishing she could step out.
The 27-year-old also said she realised how important having freedom is, as she was running mental and losing her mind from staying locked up in the house.
She wrote,
“What a journey it has been for me, I’m filled with so many emotions. I’m happy and thankful to @bigbronaija @dstvnigeria for the opportunity given to me to be on the show.
“First as you all know, I came into biggie’s house 2 weeks late. I stayed in the lockdown house longer than others did. One gill month in there, God’s grace kept me there… It was a long journey for myself @michael042sm @mrkayvee we thank God finally we got in.
“Thank you biggie. I can recall my stay in the lockdown house. All I did was cry, pray, work out, look out the window, and wish I could step out… unfortunately I couldn’t.
“That was when I realized what freedom really meant. I was literally running mental. I was loosing my mind. My anxiety was dealing with me. I wanted to give up. I wanted to go back home to my mom. But then one thing kept ringing in my head. Who will believe my story. That I was close to getting into biggie’s house but I opted out. Literally No one lol.
“Secondly Queen do you really want to give up after coming this close, do you want to do this next year? The answer was No, so I fought my anxiety, I fought my fears, I fought that noises in my head that kept telling me to quit and I made it to the house”.
See her post below, 
The reality TV star who recently celebrated her 27th birthday penned a touching tribute to herself.
She stated that she was grateful for the big wins, downtimes, family, friends and fanbase. She also said she is grateful for the lessons learnt, mistakes made and things achieved.